Something real, definitely. For most of us, the fear of the unknown, the new seems to gripe us. We grumble, complain and lament over why it must happen. Why, when we've finally settled down, when the seat is just barely warm, that things change and we have a new seat to warm. But after everything is over, which it will be, everything's alright. We'll tell people that are about to go through it, "it'll be fine, don't worry". You know they won't listen, because back then, neither did you. Life's like that. Lament. Go through. Come out. Lament at new thing.
I think it's time to let go of my past. I've been going back ever so often, but each time it just feels more distant. The place feels different. I no longer understand the jokes flying around, the jibes. Any laughter seems forced. It's time to move on I suppose. Stop clinging on to the past, look towards the future. The memories I had were good, but they were but memories. Memories to look back when I'm down, memories to miss. But memories nevertheless. Living in the mirror of the past does not help cope with the ever changing future.
It's time to move on. Move forward. Embrace change, whether good or bad.
2 comments:
ahhhh zongxian i know how that feels. been trying to get over that, move on, and get a life haha but i guess embracing change is an uphill road lined with broken glass. my memories don't feel like they're mine; they feel like another person's fairytale, another person's tragedy.
but i guess we're all in life together, so keep going because i will too(:
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